I'm still waking up every morning betwenn 4am and 5am, even here in NYC...
What's wrong with me?
Perhaps it's kind of jump out the second world into real world memorial moment...

*wishingyouthestars*

I walked up and down NYC the whole day.
I really LOVE this city! Strange for s.o. who loves TX...
But big apple is like metropolis! - have to bring my soulmate here ones.
Talking about soulmates....yes she was with me the whole day. Hope she felt it.
I have no contact what is ok. But I would like to share some of the moment.

As a replacement I bought something just for me: Bose in-ear speaker. So cool... Saved up to 30EUR.

So tomorrow we'll meet some friends in the city. And wednesday will be her big day...

She feels that somethings diffrent with me. But she dosen't see it. In stead of asking she is pissing around and starts to argue every 10min about NOTHING, for example I pushed her aside because there was freshly laid beton...she would have steped into it. And she: " why are pushing me?" I answered why. She :" next time let step into it..."
This is not normal!

So far so bad...we'll see what comes up next.

"...was soll der Unterton?....Du sagst das irgenwie anders als sonst...Du warst auch schon mal netter..."

Naja verstecken ist manchmal schon schwer, ich gebs zu. Aber ich geb mein bestes durch die nächsten 8Tage zu kommen. Aber irgendwie bleibt der Eindruck im falschen Film zu sein....Wenn ich könnte würde ich die Flucht ergreifen.
Aber ich gebe mir Mühe das Face No. 1 aufrecht zu erhalten.

Ich denke viel an meine Seelenverwandte und hoffe es geht ihr gut!

Morgen gehts weiter...Papierkrieg. Vielleicht geht ja da was schief. Ansonsten bin ich weiter auf Kurs.
*hugyoubaby*